i'm awake from 12, maybe 3ish in the afternoon to 4 in the morning; from there is nothing but a nightmare.

i go to sleep; and then im there again. reliving the same evident reality that doesn't exist. my fears are lived out; and i wake up exhausted; and crawl my way back to sleep. continuously. then during the day, my brain feels clouded and over worked by the lack of sleep.

i don't dream when i smoke, or if i use meds. but downers make me feel unmotivated in the morning; less i down a gallon of coffee.

this series of events makes me feel like telling a story. i don't feel as if i have the motivation to finish it, but not really doing anything bums me out. anything to keep me from going to sleep early.

scum stuck in my teeth

couldn't give a fuck id breath

my spit taste like green

craking a song together for my page, cause empty.

just putting this in here for clarity; my twitch, Twitter, and discord shouldn't be associated with my Newgrounds page. Keith stays on those platforms, and I'm just here being me.

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